This Crazy Life

Bla

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 16:49:59 GMT

Havent written in like a week...time for an update...

Um Lets see my week went by pretty fast. hung out with some people on the weeknights =) you know you know. bowling. 1 pin damnit!

After school yesterday Jordan & I went to her house and played DDR! <3 I suck but I'm getting better and JOrdey. shes getting good!

mm last night I went to the basketball game, which was again very gay. So left a lil after halftime.

Then Jordan & I went to kellis to get Kel, Melissa & Margret for.....

Then we all went to the Dow Dance. it was, okay? kinda really gay! Oh yea they made us go change. even though I was wearing a TANK TOP! wtf! i was so pissed. actually it was TWO tanktops. and it wasnt like low or anything. I dunno what the deal was there but yea i just changed in the car cuz i had a shirt and went back in.

Then after the dance Jordan & I stopped by the bowling alley for a few cuz there were some guys (that are supposed to be cool or something) hehe! jk there & we talked to them.

Then I came home and went to bed =)

Mmm I have a Basketball Tournament Tomorrow, ugh early to. I think my first game is at 9? So I wont be doing much tonight I guess...

My mom rented The Notebook. Anybody up for watching that tonight over here?... I dunno what Im up to.. call if you want?

Anyways Im sick of typing so I'm outa here...

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 21:25:24 GMT

Wow, def had a lot of drama on saturday night. Im really sorry for everybody that had to see that/ if you had to deal with it? ... yea I feel SO cool...

Friday I went to the basketball game. we lost but shoulda won.

Um Super bowl last night was cool? sure. Went to Dannys... that was.. fun? not really. But I love danny so yea. mm then I went with Trish & Jordan to ... whoevers house that was... to see Geoff. you know you know. Mm then we went back to trishas and chilled. that was the best part of the night.

Um came home and did my damn essay.

Def. talked to my big sister Kelly! <3 I love her!

shes way cool =) hehe.

I have been figthing with a lot of people latley. Everybody acts so fucking gay sometimes though ( i know some of it is my fault too) I am just sick of this world... i need to leave.

-K.Bourbonnais...<3.... I have written enough

Its the Weekend!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 16:50:58 GMT

~Finally, its the weekend.

Last night I went to the boys basketball game w/ Jordey & Trish... Oh & we went to a spaghetti dinner! Aw JR looked sooo cuttte! anyways the game was really good and our boys shoulda won. the refs sucked! & rian played really good too =) yea then i just came home and did nothing.

So I have this huge report thing due, kinda shitty. For DEMKO ugh. & I should go do it right after I type this because tomorrow is SUPER BOWL SUNDAY... & yea I got places to go, people to see, & things to do.

Hm dont knwo what I'm up to tonight. The boys game---> 2 in a row? and then i dunno probably hanging out wtih some of the girls.

Me Trish & Jordan are going out to a Valentines Day Dinner lol. How.Exciting. Even though trish has a boyfriend? dont u think shes gonna want to spend V-day w/ him?! well im cool enough to not have guys in my life =) you know how that goes.

Um I think im out of things to type about? I think. so I guess i will go work on my paper? probbaly not but... I could try?.

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Um if your gonna leave a gay anonymous comment about how you dont like me or my friends... well i guess thats cool because i dont really care if u like us or not... its just kinda dumb to write it in MY live journal. but hey bitches go for it =)

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 21:19:09 GMT

S p r i n g B r e a k 05'

49 m o r e days girls!!!

T.Sierra & J.Garland -------> Cant.Wait.

*Get a little C r a Z y*

Tiki Bar... 4 a.m. Beach partys What?!?! 2 liter Sprite... ~You know!

<3 Love my girls!

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

A p r i l..

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 20:57:13 GMT

So this live journal entry is dedicated to April aka. my Chica!.....

& I will explain why.....

The past few entrys I have written somethings about my basketball team... which, i guess some people could take offensively. well for one. we dont suck. we just dont win all of our games =) hehe. um 2. that whole comment about me "only" having 14 points was kinda bitchy... so im sorry if I came off as a bitch. It was frusteration that everybody on my team gets. Especially us Midland girls =).... Rachel.. Well I cannot add what you told me to, because... that would be mean & bitchy and stuff, but yea I agree with you lol & im gonna leave it at that.... So April, & arent even there. If were expected to be there, then they should too right? Moving on....anybody else on the team if I offended you... sorry, didnt mean to. we just need to pick it up. I love how I go to a practice, and my coaches arent even there. If were expected to be there, they should too.~ Moving on...

Just got home from school... & I'm sitting around until basketball practice.. in about an hour...

Hm so today was pretty good... Very tired though. I'm dropping my weights class =/ and taking school service for JAREMA! sweet lol hes awesome. Im kinda nervous about what luzar is gonna say though...

Talked to Jason Sugden today. Found out some... cool things. =) which makes me never want to talk to that one kid again... *awkward* haha. Yea thanks Jason... fuck him

Mm. Jordey & I went to TCBY & got waffle cones...the people there gave them to us free becasue of how hot we are. haha. ---> we wanted Rian to come but haha guess he didnt want to. Jordan is a good driver u ass! =)

Trisha!~ I missed you at school today baby! Be glad u didnt go to Jasters class thoguh. It sucked! Mr. Earl was our sub. ugh. gay

Jenna~ you too! Bio Sucked! =) //missed//

Mmm I dont really have much to update on =/... Except Tomorrows Friday! shit~ this week went by fast!...Parrrty. just kidding. but the super bowl is sunday! sweet.

I will update again when I get home from practice... I have some R a n d o m n e s s I should share with you all =)

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 23:53:57 GMT

I know when he's been on your mind
That *d i s t a n t* look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
& something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight somone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends?
With a simple telephone call
You.leave.me.here... with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't belive it's right I know it , know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends?
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 21:44:01 GMT

Bla today was a boring day. Last night got a little crazy, but I think everything is worked out. =) So glad Rian is my FRIEND =) & thats all... hehe <--- dont worry were not getting back together right Rian...?!?!

Anyways so yea i was late for first hour today. that was shitty but my mom was like YOU HAVE TO GO. I didnt wake up until like 7. and yea i was tired all day.

BK-... umn we def. went to BURGER KING for lunch and they MESSED UP our whole order. So we went back in and got a milkshake and THEN we realized they didnt give us 2 things of chicken nuggets. so we went in to get them and this lady had to be a huge bitch and argue about it. well we had our words and came out of there with our nuggets ... & then got on our cell phones and called the manager =) that dumb bitch should be fired! lol. yea that was um... exciting?

Mm tonight is the Midland/Western basketball game. I want to go but we have practice. Gay. My mom said i dont have to go but.. i probably will because i guess its just a game and i will feel guilty if i dont go. Basketball practice is so stupid! Last practice our coaches didnt even go! and our team sucks! we lose like all the time! sweet.... way to go ladies. were like 5 and 7... or somethin like that!

I Miss Mr. Violette =(... He was an awesome coach! I want to be on his team again... maybe next year? I hope!

Well I am extremely tired. So yea i guess i will update later.

I love Jordan Garland & Trisha Sierra!~ They are my girls <3 like my family!
Spring Break O5'

4:00 A.M. Beach Partys what?!

Tiki Bar?

lol Trish/fake ids/ Riiiight.

BANANA RIDE haha.

L a z y r i v e r.

Hittin up the beach. You know...

Lol that bag you got the other day..after school CANT FORGET THAT ON SB 05'... you know what im talking about. jk jk.

Sh0pPing Spree!

0h for sure its gonna be a Blast.

2 liters of SPRITE.haha

Love you guys were gonna have soooo much fun!!!!!

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Oh by the way. one more thing... =)... I think its cool that some people wrote on the bathroom stall "KB TS JG KS KP Are Sluts!".... Yea since everybody in that group have boyfriends... except me =) and we all know how much of a big slut i am. fuck you bitches. ur just mad cuz ur not cool =)

Randomness...Goodbye

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 01:28:45 GMT

Heres some Randomness songs & stuff... Goodbyes...

So take the photographs & still frames in your mind.

for what its worth it was worth all the while...

It something unpredictable but in the end its right

I hope you had the time of your life.

Werent you the one that said you didnt want me anymore?

So kiss me hard because this will be the last time that I let you

*You will be back someday* & this awkward kiss that tells of other people lips will be of service

to giving you away....

I heard about your Regrets...?

I heard that you were feeling sorry?

I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us?

well I guess I should of heard of that from you

Ignoring the phone id rather say nothing id rather you never heard my voice

your calling too late, too late to be gracious

you do not want it nor goodbyes

Your calling too late your calling too late y0ur calling too late

.......Remember When.......

We came T0-get-her,

fell apart,

& B.r.o.k.e. eachothers hearts.......... Remember when?

I Pray...

When its time for me to say goodbye...

I'll never forget lookin in your eyes.

& I Pray...

That I see you in another life, I pray that your still by my side...

Dont tell me lies- they are hard to deal...

<3 Just tell me how you really feel.<3

How do you love someone... that hurts you oh so bad?

w/ intentions good... is all he ever had.

But how do I let go when I've... loved.him.for.so.long & ive Given him all that I could?

Was it somethin wrong that we did? because other infiltrated

What went wrong with something once so good?

Is this the end?... are you sure?

Its so hard. to just let go.

When this is the 0ne & 0nly love ive ever known.

Goodbye to you...

Goodbye to *everything* I thought I knew.

You were the one I loved

The one thing I Tried to hold on to..

---->

See, when I get the s t r e n g t h to Leave, you,

A.l.w.a.y.s. tell me that you Need me

& I'm weak cause I Believe you...

& I'm mad becasue I love you

So I stop & think that May-be

You could learn to 'preciate me?... then it all remains the same that

You aint never gonna change.

Ive been changin but you'll never see me now- I'm blamin you for everything

IM SO FAR AWAY- Crossfade.

Where do you go?.. When it...

* A l l

F a l l s

D o w n ..<3?

I hope you had the time of your life.....

K.Bourbonnais > Goodbye to you.

Weekends over =(

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 00:52:41 GMT

Hm this weekend was way boring. but its better than goin to school. I'm thinkin I really dont want to go to first hour tomorrow. ugh.

Um so we def. got report cards. I was very very nervous. but my mom was all like KRISTI IM SO PROUD OF YOU! Wow, I was expecting to be in trouble... is that good or bad? I havent decdied yet. phew.

Today I had 3 games... & guess how many we Won... Not 3, Not 2. Yea we won ONE game. cuz were sweet like that. hm thats all im gonna say. (wait i haveta add that I woulda had like 20 points if I would have played in the 2nd half of the 2nd game seeing how I had 14 in the first half. then didnt play after that.. for no reason at all!!!)

Megan skory! wow she is way funny! I love that girl. her and her stories are like ... crazy. <3

Alicia Calhoune... haha what a funny girl...

x6xGQx9x: no i seriously think theyd just like kill eachother
x6xGQx9x: lol yea but hes black and prolly has a gun hidden in his pants
x6xGQx9x: and will take it out and shoot him

Haha. oh and our JeLlo PaRty what fun/ cept everybdoy hates eachother... which leads me to my next subject...

JELLO PARTY!

Well AC* & I were gonna have a *ahem* (Jello) Party!- Why... because we were talking about jello shots while we were planning our what was once called "girlly sleepover" and deicded it would be a jello party. cept theres one problem. NOBODY FREAKIN LIKES EACHOTHER!!! & what fun would a party be with everybdoy fighthing. it would be at a hotel if we did have it. were still contemplating. def a fun time.

I went sledding today lol w/ my little brother and sister. yea cuz thats how cool I am. my dad came down with them to see my game. aww I miss them so much! My little brother got really mad at his sled it was soo funny!~ he was like STUPID SLED YOUR BAD and like kiccking it and stuff ~ guess you gotta be there! hehe

Mm I think thats all? I dont really have a lot to talk about & Im really tired so I'm gonna go do something. maybe first hour homework? haha. whatever. anyways leave some comments. I'll update again later

-K.Bourbonnais

Finally, The weekend.

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 16:00:58 GMT

Well it was a long week & its FINALLY the weekend!.

Well Last night I went to the Midland/Dow game... we lost... & I wore a cool krause house shirt. LoL THEN Jordey & I went to Mcdonalds. Got some food. Then met up with Trisha & Geoff @ Geoffs house. There were a few people there... probably about 10... more or less. It woulda been fun if EVERYBODY there wasnt drunk and acting like dumbasses. & if a certain kid didnt keep trying to make out with me. but we wont mention names. so It was alright but I found it very dumb/ annoying so about 1145 ish i was like well Jordan Im ready to go home. (I had to be home at 12 anyways) and she said she couldnt take me! and that i could spend the night at trishas >=0... Not happening. So I left with Andrew & one of his friends took me home. & I got to see Chez! who i havent seen in a long time. hes got all long hair now. wow.

Anyways! so that was my night. Oh yea. then I came home and talked to Alicia on the phone for like a half hour. Then I got off the phone w/ her and her brother called. & I talked to him for like 10 minutes. Wow. weird. Thought about going to the dow dance but nbody was really going so decided not to.

Now I'm off to go take a shower & get ready for today. Nobody is home I dont know where my parentals went? but I want to get my hair cut maybe. So dont know what im doing tonight yet but. bla, i'll figure out something.

Hangtime tournament tomorrow. I think we play at 11:00, 1:00, & 3:00. But im not really sure? Bla. dont really care.

Anyways thats all for now.

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Werent you the one that said you didnt want me anymore?!?

They just dont make men like you....

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 22:06:01 GMT

Hm. Well today was a good day =)

Let me start off by saying Spring break- First of all I dont even know if we are For sure going to panama city. Nothing is final! We dont have a hotel even booked yet. Were just thinking about it... SEcond my mom said i could bring "A Friend"... meaning one. well this kinda sucks since I have a little trio with Trisha & Jordan & we do everything together =)... then in first hour Ashely was talking about how she wasnt going anywhere and i was like Hey...maybe, if im allowed to bring more then one friend u could come with Me... Which would be super sweet. Well it ended up starting a big fight and stuff. So I dont even know whats going on. I dont even know if WERE going let alone WHO and HOW MANY people im allowed to bring... so everybody...right now/ need to just NOT PLAN on spring break with me until I get it figured out first. But if all 4 of us could go. that would be amazing. so lets just keep at that. Cuz i feel bad that I am inviting Trish, Jordan, & Ashley and probably wont even be able to bring them all... BLA... im sorry guys/I guess i shouldnt have said anything yet.. but you all know I love you. so I will try to talk it out with my mom.... other than all this drama.. lets get back to TODAY...

So Went to school- u know the normal. 5th hour was super sweet. we had this sub and it was so weird. he was like talking about smoking and stuff. he flicked Joe off because he called him an asshole! it was so funny. we didnt do ANYTHING. we watched a movie and like half way in it he just turned it off and started talking to the guys cuz nobody was listenign... so i spent the whole hour talking to Margo, Markee, Kristina (sp?) & Danny... and u know other people that were around... so yea that was pretty cool.

Went out to lunch with Jordan, Trish, & Ashley. Rallys .... that stuff will make you fat.

Mm JASTERS CLASS 6th hour!.... J-Man sat me next to this kid that I HATE! Cant stand the kid and i was super pissed + trisha is on the opposite side of the room! Jenna sits by me and danielle... well shes close enough for me to talk.. a few rows back and over. I was def. pissed that jaster set me next to this kid so i was being a huge bitch to him because he knows i hate him. Then i started like yelling at him and jaster said that if me and jenna kept talking i would have closed lunch? dont know where that came from because i wasnt even talking to jenna i was yelling at the kid next to be (brian by the way) Then- Danielle brought up old times from last years messinger class... whcih was like the most Amazing slacker class in the world!... we started laughing soo hard about... well ... Yidderbium, "obtaining" the filter.. Mountain dew labs, Snowball fights, Melting a pen on the bunsin burner, mm oh yea when we caught that ruler on fire, lol the spounge fight, the Markers... it was all coming back to us lol. The kid that sat behind us that was like a devil kid, OH or the project that i didtn even turn in and told him he lost... so he just gave me an A on it. Well Jaster didnt think any of this stuff was too funny so he made us stay after 5 minutes!!!!! i was def. kinda pissed!!!!- More to come from that class. Oh yea by the way... Only 10 people in the class got a B or higher... & I WAS ONE OF THEM! =) hehe

Then I worked out with Palato for a while & now im home. Tonight is the Dow/Bullock creek basketball game and I really wanna go! but im not. I hope brett has like a million points lol since hes the "only one that scores" on his team =) lol what a funny kid. OFFENSE SELLS TICKETS... DEFENSE WINS GAMES BRETT! he will have to come home and tell me about it...

-So I haveta go get ready now. But yea that was my day ---> exciting? I think not. Im way tired right now!

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

I thank God hes not perfect... cuz how boring would that be?

God Bless the B r .*. o k e n road that lead me straight to you...

I love Trisha Sierra- Jordan Garland- & Ashley Murray... + the rest of my girls...

_A.m.a.z.i.n.g._

D r e a m...

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 22:38:07 GMT

Wow- School today was kinda gay. we dindt really do much of anything since we got all these new classes & my schedule doesnt even change at all! except I think its cool how my little cousin is in my 4th hour =) you know.

Um It was a boring day---> all my classes kindof suck. They have a ton of druggie kids in them. So glad Joel *aw jojo* is still in my 4th hour! that makes it a little better... making fun of Andy haha. I kinda wanna switch to 6th hour weights...??? but I probably wont cuz i dont feel like dealing with the whole schedule change thing.

Hm I havent felt good latley at all & right now my stomach is like killing me.. so i should probably make this quick.

Came home from school & talked to AC* on the phone!... & Mi Padre! <3 I love him =) lol

Um Yesterday we lost 2 out of 3 games. Cuz were SWEET like that. yea one of them was in over time though. Blaa whatttever. & then I came home and took a short nap/ watched Miss Congeniality. then went out for a little while. Got a Slurpee =) came home about 11ish... went to bed... that was my night.

I think I am going to the doctor for my stomach... It is reallly messed up. gross. Anyways well I dont really know what else there is to say. Im gonna go watch some tv i am sooo tired.. Lattter Everyone!

-K.Bourbonnais

Oh My! HOw Could I forget. Me & Trisha are BACK & ready to ROCK YOU! yea thats right bitttchhhes 6th hour Bio- ITS ON!.... dude J-man Jaster. Get ready because ur gonna have a lot of class kickin to do. =) hehe <3 we LOVE Jaster! <3 Love you Trish

*Aint no moutain h /\ enough...

*Aint no valley L

w enough...

*Aint no RiVeR /// W I D E /// Enough...

To KEEP ME FROM GETTIN TO YOU BABE! hehe~! remember that song?! Love yoU!

Thats just how I gotta have it.

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 15:30:02 GMT

Havent written in a while.

At first I thought the girls were gonna come over to have a little Girls Night. But I guess I'm just going to do that some other weekend when EVERYBODY can come & it will be way fun. just like 8th grade times again lol... I'll even make invitations. but not nextweekend cuz friday night is the midland dow game and then the dow dance after it/ and um sunday i have games so saturday night wouldnt be good... maybe the weekend after girls?

Last Night I went over to Zach Motts house w/ some people to watch movies. American wedding lol wow funny movie. I love getting my picture taken. Not... Oh & we stopped by Angelas and there is so many people there you like couldnt even move so we left & went to zachs. Zach hes a cool kid.... Him & Rj are Dating hehe ;)... lol Wow and RJ wants to go to the casino w/ my mom... she said to "Hit her up on her cell" Weirrrd!!

Um then i got home a lil after 12 and talked to AC on the phone for a while. Then I went to bed =)...

Um today I am going to a Birthday Party for Madison! lol shes 2... how..cute?
& then I dunno what im up to maybe some basketball if anyone wants? but I have a tournament tomorrow. Fun?... bla///

Well thats all I feel like Typing I'm gonna go take a shower and stuff... So I guess I will type more later...

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

HOW COOL!

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 16:45:03 GMT

Wow- I could go into this way long story... or I could just say how cool it is when you get caught drinking by your parents// oh but see I'm so good im not even in trouble for it. Yea thats right. what now! lol Pay baby I feel bad for ya <3 love ya.. Meliss baby, I hope your havign fun at winter camp w/ kel! blaa sorry dude... RJ- wow Im wayyy sorry. No really, I feel really bad, dont ever hang out with me again.lol. yea you too justin. that Sucked. But now I still have the rest of the weekend to do something (non-alochol related)... Bllaa Thats all im gonna say for now... Latttter
-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Wow

Goodbye, to you
& everything I knew...

Kangaroo... =)

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 21:54:17 GMT

Wow- Today was a really fun day. with The Girls of course!

Happy 16th Birthday Kelli Shafley!!! <3 I LOVE YOU!

~Forever!! ;)

After my exams... Spanish. wow it was realllly easy, we all went out to Gengis for lunch- for Kellis birthday- It was Elizabeth Samantha Kelli Melissa Kayla Ashley Hailey Me & Kayleigh!!!! .. Yes all 9 of us =) The guy that made our food. wow he was really perverted! KELLI! KELLI! KELLI... lol wow... weird? lol it was way Fun though!.... Anyways Moving on...

Then we went back to Melissas & ate Cake & kel Opened her presents. Oh & we watched Legally Blonde <- Really funny movie everybody! lol Melissa...

KANGAROO! yea you know what im talking about lol! that was way funny...

Um Me & Alicia like to have smiley conversations... how gay!!

Dont know what I'm up to tomorrow... Hopefully something fun! & I def., want to PARTY this weekend! Excited even though it probably wont happen!... hm what else is there to say?

American History Exam tomorrow <---- Easy.... Bio Exam <--- bla that one might be a little difficult...

Bllaa I have basketball tonight!!! Funnnn! Not... God I hate Practice,. IT SUCKS!

Hm... I Love Trisha Sierra! <3 shes my BFF! lol ... Love you Trish ;)

...I think thats all?...

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

I thought that maybe...

Instead of thinking of it as _0ver_...

we could just be on *A.Break?*............... Maybe? <3

::_In.My.Life_::

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:55:23 GMT

Tell me > is there something I can do to *see* You?

Maybe you can make a lil time, I'll meet u

I just gotta tell u what I'm goin through

Gotta let u know I still love you ...<3

theres *So many things* I wanna share with you

so much is there to make me Miss you

for what its worth...

I swear its truth...

Gotta let u know...

I STill Love you!

_In My Life- Nelly_ ...

My favorite part of the song...

But heres the rest....

Artist:	Nelly
Album:	Suit
Title:	In My Life

feat. Avery Storm, Ma$e

(Ma$e)
Yo, Turn the mic up
I haven't been in here in 5 years
And keep the lights on
We got company

[Nelly talking]
Wooooo
Yeeeah
Uh Uh
Yea
Oook
I don't think they gon' really understand this one right herre man
Not at all, not at all
We got a special guest in the house tonight
Who is that?
But first* Ohhh

[Nelly]
You see though I ain't the one that'll pay for your phone
Way you lookin ma
I might just pay for your home
Right out the ceremony give you the throne
Put you somewhere you know birds cant come

I don't wanna be your man boo
I wanna be the one
To get inside your brain
And give you my last name
I swurr I can change
I put that on er'rything
You aint happy while happy wit me boo
Then gimme the blame
Different color ring for erryday of the week
You can go on and set it up for me n pops to meet
Cuz I'ma ask him for you hand
And show that I'm a man
(What if he say that you cant)
I'ma tell him my plans because

[Break]
Me and u was meant to be as one now
Me and u we gon have sum fun now
Me and u from sun up to sun down
Me and u that's one thing I know for sure

[Hook]
I still luv u
I still want u
[LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!]
I still need you
in my life
in my*
[MISTER]
I STILL
(this gon be real fun)
I LOVE YOU
[you might know him as]
I WANT YOU
I think ima let you introduce yourself
IN MY LIFE

(Ma$e) one man one cat made to win
[Nelly] I heard your hear to change the game again
(Ma$e) Mason Betha heaven sent
[Nelly] No game can change what you represent

(Ma$e)
You cant call me with no money that I never spent
They don't make planes to go where I never went
I aint gotta keep sinning to keep spinnin
I prefer pink dice and peach linen
I teach these women what they in the shirt for
Search yours, find out you really worth more
I change your esteem
You was made for a king
Do he really love you?
He ain't give you a ring
I e-rase the hate
That made you mean
Got you 20 lookin' 50
And you only 18
Then ya slate clean
It's not a fake dream
Bye bye hatas
We off for high hatas

[Hook]
I still love you
I still want you
I still need you
In my life
In my*
I STILL
I LOVE YOU
I WANT YOU
[They gon be mad at this one lil derrty]
IN MY LIFE

[Break - Nelly]
Me and you was meant to be as one now
Me and you we gon have sum fun now
Me and you from sun up to sun down
Me and you that's one thing I know for sure

[Avery Storm]
So girl, tell me is there something I can do to see you
Maybe you can make a lil time for me to meet u
I just gotta tell u what I'm goin' through
Gotta let u know I still love you
theres so many things I wanna share with you
so much is there to make me miss you
for what its worth girl
I swear its truth
girl I wanna let u know
I STILL LOVE YOU!

I still love you
I still want you
I still need you
In my life
In my*
I STILL
I LOVE YOU
I WANT YOU
IN MY LIFE

I still love you
I still want you
I still need you
In my life
In my*
[It's Fo Reel]
I STILL
I LOVE YOU
I WANT YOU
[Ain't no way we should be on the same track lil derrty]
IN MY LIFE

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, Be everything that you need...

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 01:42:16 GMT

Wow- So today was a pretty alright day I guess... but we def. had Exams. wow how cool they were too. Since my 2nd hour is weights 2 and my 7th hour is VS. two gym classes in one exam day was ... great?...no it sucked

Moving on....

So My first hour exam wasnt too bad. It was actually pretty good, I think I did ///alright///?? I hope! ah! Then, Melissa, Kel, Kayla, Samantha & I went to Tim Hortons =) for breakfast of course. We came back to school & ate, then I went to Weights 2. um it was kinda gay we got to play basketball for a little bit so that was alright... i guess it was better than a big long hard test. Mm then I went to the mall w/ Meliss, Kelli, Kayla, & Samantha... Cept I had to be back to school at 1:00... for gay ass VS. But the good part was it was my LAST DAY OF 7TH HOUR! Thannnk Goodness!!! Hmm then I Came home... watched some Oprah.. =) took a nap, & studied/// a little

I love David Magno...<3 hehe <----- you know!

Hm um Last night I saw National Treasury... it was way long but a pretty good... & I saw coach carter on Saturday... but didnt I already write that in my last entry?... Hm i need to keep up on this thing. but It sorta bores me...

Mm. Tomorrow I have Spanish & Math. Wow, How cool. Spanish... bla. Math. Suprsingly your second year of a class... & getting to use my review on the exam. I should ... pass =) hehe enough about that...

Tomorrow is my Babys 16th Birthday! *KELLI SHAFLEY!

I think we are all going to Gengis for lunch? I'm not really sure? maybe... who knows. Aww I love <3 my girls! KELLI NOW YOU CAN DO IT.. hehe =)

Hm girls ---> Fortune cookies @ the mall. lol wow fun stuff. Melissa... RUNNING to the car. wow were dorks! 2 more days to go of exams. then a 4 day weekend....

Lets Parrrtty!!! <--- I'm Excited...

Dont know if im still going down to State this weekend w/ the sister... since its maddies birthday. yea thats right. My plans, again, get put on hold because of Maddie, but I guess oh well cuz then i get to party w. my girllls =)

& Heres some Randomness//

//Songs for the night.....

-So why dont you go your way... & I'll go mine

*Live your life.... & ::I'll live mine::

~Baby you'll do well.... & I'll do fine

::Cuz were better off... *Seperated* .......... ='(

                    Well, Expect me to be calling you to see if you're okay,
                    Asking if you still love me?
                    Still need me in any way?
                     you know that I love you,
                     I just wanna let you know- I still care,
                     I'm Accidentally in love with you
                    but i'll be *waiting* for the day when we can make things work...
                     its funny?-is that the word?... how some things NeVer work out. ='(
                     But baby, I think maybe.. Our love is bound...

There are some things in this life wont be denied....Just You & I.... <3

I'm never gonna treat you bad, cause I never wanna see you sad...

The more I know of you- is the more I know I love you,

& the more I know im sure- I want you forever and ever more

The more that you love me - the more that I know that I'm never gonna let you go

gotta let you know....

Heartbreaker//// You've got the best of me...

But I just keep on comin back consistantly

oh why did you haveta run your game on me?

I. shoulda. known. right. from. the. start. ~ You were *Gonna* //Break My Heart\\ <x3

Goodnight Everyone.... /\ sorry if that is a bore to you.... =) all those songs and stuff

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Blahhh

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 22:39:41 GMT

Havent written in a while.... So I guess I better update even though I dont feel like it.

I'm so tired... I had games all day today. & they SUCKED... cuz we only won 1 out of 3... wow GREAT JOB LADIES! >=O.... Anyways.. Danny & Pete came to my last game. so that was cool! *even though im mad at Danny because.....

*Last night Kel, Leesh & I went over to dannys house. I didnt know it was going to be like this huge smoker party thing though. <--- Or else I wouldnt have gone!!!! So kel & I left. Thanks to pete =)... he brought us home. Then Kel & I went to see Coach Carter...It was really good =) We felt cool to. especially walking out lol kel. you know what im talkin about.

Exams are Tomorrow. Wow.. Somebody shoot me! They are going to Suuuuuck!... But at least we have 3 half days and then 2 days off... Which leads me to Next weekend....

Next Weekend I'm goin down to STATE to chill with my Really Cool Sister! <3... I love KelEB =)...Fun stuff

Tuesday! HAPPY 16th BIRHTDAY KELLI!... Kelli _Shaf-inator.. hehe kel. Turns 16 on Tuesday! Im So Jealous! & *The Girls* & I are goin out to lunch at Gengis! I have never been there... wow sweet.

Um I'm def. exctied that I only have ONE more day of VS. becuase that class sucks big time. But Palato & I are goin 2 work out after school still. So you know =)

Hm I dont really know what else there is to say. Havent felt like typing latley. But I'm going to go STUDY! wow I feel Cool!

<3 Love My Girls~ Forever

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Tell me... is there something I can do to >See you<

Maybe you can make a lil time for me to meet u

I just gotta tell u what I'm goin through

*Gotta let u know* I still love you

theres so many things I wanna ShArE with you

so much is there to make me ::Miss you::

for what its worth,
I swear its truth

Gotta let u know...
I STill Love You!........<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

....... I love this song <3 -*Nelly_In_My_Life!

Lovin the Single Life =)

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:22:39 GMT

Hm Today was a good day. I went to bed early last night so I wasnt too tired when I woke up this morning. Don't have much homework either =) anyways moving on.....

Um I havent felt like typing latley so I havent. I have been busssy lol. Hm lets see Friday I went out with some of the Girls. <3 Melissa & Kelli... Love them. & then I dunno I just kinda hung out and stuff.. watched movies it was kindaof boring...

Then Saturday I went to my little cousins Basketball game. Aw hes so cute! Then we went & watched the little 4 year old hockey thing...to watch zack... where I saw JOEL PARSONS. lol no he wasnt learning how to skate with them. he was helping them. hehe dragging little kids across the ice. how cute! hmm then I came home & got ready for whatever it was I was doing that night....

Later that night: Well I was going to go to the CCL game with RJ & Alexis & Zack but, that didnt happen cuz i went out with my Giirrrls again. Meliss~Kel~Pay~& I all went to Haileys house =) fun stuff. and watched movies and Kelli & Melissa were super Loud lol but funny. Man that little simon kid is kinda freaky huh guys lol. and kelli thinks that little zoomy kid has a nice butt? where the hell she got that from.. I have no idea? Oh and we watched Dodgeball. So then I got home & Rj had called earlier and asked if i wanted to sneak out =) buttttt my parents didnt go to bed for like evvvvver and alexis & I both had Tournys on Sunday so I just went to bed...

Which leads to SUnday Tournament. Um we did alright =/ 2 and 1... not bad for our first games. We won second place and these little medal things but im not mad because I know next sunday we will win the gold medals. =) you know...

Jessie- "Why the hell did she spike it anyways!" lol um sorry but that was really funny. =)

*Trish- You know I got Love for ya!!!

>Hm I guess thats all I Have to say for now....

______________________________________________

*Heres some Randomness --->

Tell me again....That we'll be lovers_&_Friends? *Hold hands slow dance while the record spins*

*Am I CrAzY for wanting you?*
_Maybe do you think you could want me too?_

If you read B-e-t-w-e-e-n the /L/i/n/e/s..
you can see that I want you ;-)

But Since Youve Been Gone >>

I can breath for the first time, I'm movin on to somebody else!

Thanks to you I get what I want?..since youve been gone..

How can I put it?... you put me on

I even fell for that STUPID love song... Yea yea. but since youve been gone..

How Come I never hear you say "I just wanna be with you"

GUESS you Never felt that way!<

You had your chance you >Blew it<...

SHUT YOUR MOUTH I JUST CANT TAKE IT

AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN & AGAIN!!!!!

Went well for a week or two ... then it all came unglued

In a trip, trip i cant grip, never thought Id be the one to slip

then I started to realize, I was livin one big lie

SHE FUCKIN HATES ME...

She took all I ever had... NO sign of Guilt! NO feeling Bad!

(In this case it is "SHE FUCKIN HATES YOU" =)... you know)

Thats my story... as you see... learned my lesson & so did she

Now its over & IM GLAD.. cuz im a fool for all Ive said!... SHE FUCKIN HATES ME! (you)

Werent you the one that Said that you dont want me anymore?... & how you need your >S p a c e<?

I Cried & Tried to make you stay..

but still you said the love was gone & that I had to leave...

Now you... sayin I complete your *Dreams*? ... now you sayin I'm your <3 Everything?

Your confusin me, what you say to me... Dont play w/ me cause...

                     r    o
What goes a     u
                   d   n...

*Comes Around

P*
What goes... /\ U

Must Come... D
                        o
                          w
                             n

Now whos cryin, desirein to come back to me?.... Now you have so much to say to me?

>Baby look me in the eyes<

& Tell me that..

::I'm the kinda girl ya like::

*I'm feelin you*

Cuz Baby, Your my kinda guy <3

-K.Bourbonnais...<3

Today*

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 22:51:01 GMT

Wow-
Hm latley school has sucked. But it was awesome that we got a Snow Day yesterday... so we only had a 3 day week and now its friday and im goin out with the girls for the night.... Helll yeea! Party! lol I love weekends...TGIF =)

Hm um Rian & I broke up today... thats all I have to say about that.. well cept... no Biggie though it happens all the time =) *I'm gonna be alright babY* its better this way. now he can wrap all those other girls around his finger and i wont have to be one of them =)<3<3<3 you know. He was a really cool kid but hey my next boyfriend I wont put up wiht any Bull shit. Set him straight right from the beginning.. hehe you know.
When I decided I was going to dump Rian i was nervous cuz I thougth i was gonna be all sad and stuff but thats not how it is at all.. im kinda like relieved =)... moving on...

AC* wow that was super funny! Mmmm Bop? who the hell has that as a voicemail! lol anyways...

Um talked to Rj last night...I guess hes not mad at me or anything? so thats cool... It was kinda awkward but u know I was glad he called back. At least were still Friends hehe =)

Last night I went to Chuckie Cheeses! it was Awesome! I hit the bonus on one of those games where the light goes aroudn and u have to stop it on the number and i got 280 Tickets! hellllll yeeea ima haveta have a party there or somethin,

Anyways um Im gonna get goin I just wanted to make this journal entry quick and sweet for an update... Def. Excited for my Girls Night Out! <3 you know!

Leave one
-K.Bourbonnais...<3

D-Moore... I love him. Wow, What an ex boyfriend lol PEN PALS FOR LIFE!
Brett- what a kid hehe....

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 21:58:40 GMT

A Gay little survey people... Yea.. But I was bored!

*All about you...

[Full Name] Kristia Marie Bourbonnais
[Birthday] August 14th
[Bro/Sis?]1 older brother/Keith/1 Older sister/Kelly, 1Younger Brother/Robert/1Younger sister/Sarah
[Girl/Boy friend] Rian Curtis Roberson...
[School] Midland High
[Sport..] Basketball...
[Proudest Moment...] ?who the hell knows
[Worst Moment..] lol um, lets not go there
[Fav. Color] pink?
[Shoe size] Gay question..

[Weight] Another Gay question..
[Fav. Band] mmm I dunno?
[Fav. Concert] hmm lizard fair was cool
[Fav. T.V Show] Oh Probably Rosanne, or Fresh Prince of Belair- I watch it every night b4 bed!
[Fav. Movie] Love & Basketball.... AND RIAN HAS HAD IT FOREVER! THANKS!

*Your Crew…

[Best Girl friend] there’s a couple I def. Love AC* Mm Kelli Shafley, T-sierra... <3 JOrdan! Melissa pay...you kno
[Inside joke...from her] lol mm kelli- wow we have so many
[Best Guy friend] TYLER NORTON FOR SURE! =) hehe and Brad... I dunno?
[Inside joke...from him] hehe Brad & his sex life.
[2 Good Guy Friends] Danny...&... I dont have friends!
[2 Good Girl Friends] umm these go w/ the top ones
[Funniest Moment with friends] _lol mm Def. the time We snuck out of my house and got caught by my GRANDMA!... or um... certain football games hehe
[Saddest Moment] hm probably giving the speech @ my grandpas funeral.
[I'll never forget when...] SOMEONE FELL DOWN THE STAIRS * Kelli Knows what Im talking about!
[Who you cant live without] mm my friends..
[Makes you laugh the most] Oh AC* & Kelli For sure!
[Fight with the most] MY MOM!
[You hate to be around] Smoke
[Place to go] mm where ever people are..

*Who was your first?...

[First Love] Danny Moore 4 sure!
[First Prom Date] havent gone to prom =) I'm only a sophmoreeee
[First Homecoming date] Ryan
[First kiss] Alex
[First Celebrity Crush] lol Def. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE. wow how GAY
[First best friend] Colley Dowker... no wait.. John Droomer!
[First Fight] lol um? gay question
[First heartbreak] mmm Danny Moore and his little moving incident that like killed me
[First Dorm shared with] lol oh its for sure going to be AC* and our Delta Dorm! hehe (inside joke)
[First person to ride in your car] yea dont have a license =(

*Have you…

[Drank?] haha yes
[Got Drunk?] Yep & i do STUPID things
[Smoked Weed?] NOPE =)
[Smoke a Cig?] BLA
[Snuck out] haha many times
[Been Cheated on?] YES! IT
[Cheated?] ehhh? I dont consider that little incident "cheating" but then If my little thing doesnt count then I guess Rians doesnt either... I dunno
[Lied] lol yep
[Got Suspended from something] no? i dont think so...
[Yelled at your parents] Ohhh Yes!
[Fought with a bro/sis?] yep

*Recently…

[Last person who called you] mmm I think it was Rian? he was Cranky though!
[Last person you called] My Dad
[Last instant message] mm. AC*
[Last real kiss] Rian
[Last hug] lol Danny Wright!... last night
[Last song played] My place! =) love that song...
[Last cd listened to] nelly-suit
[Last ate] Crackers
[Last drank] Diet Pepsi =)... we dont have any regular
[Last cryed] mmm I think it was like last week. when I got in a fight with My step dad.. & went to a movie w/ my sister, but we dont need to talk about that

*Are You…

[Shy] lol Nope =)
[Crazy] Sometimes
[Funny] haha I guess?
[Gross] I dont think so?...no!
[Loving] If I feel like it.... I love Rian though/ but I'm not always "loving" towards him
[Mean] mm yep... lol me and AC* together are pretty bad
[Flirty] sorta... depends who it is
[A Tease] lol I dont think so?
[Describe yourself in one word] Gay Question!

THE JOURNAL IS BACK

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 20:23:19 GMT

Hmm def. havent written in a while so I better Catch up! Have fun reading this one...

*Todays my brothers 22nd Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH!... Yea he called our house at 1:00 in the morning & was like How come nobody fucking wished me happy birthday bla bla bla making an ass out of himself. it was really funny but I love him!

Um Christmas was sweet... I got a lot of coool stuff... TV, VCR, Phone, MP3 player, Stereo for my room which was like the one thing i really wanted, cuz my old one was a piece of shit. umm some cds and movies, a really good book... you know that kinda stuff. =) Candy =) hehe The familly came over & we had a big christmas party. aw little cousins... fun*

The day after Christmas Kelli, Kayla & I went SHOPPING at twelve oaks mall! FOR KAYLAS 16TH BIRTHDAY! It was fun but everything was pretty expensive... I got some new clothes though =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY PALATO! <3

<---- Later that night Jordan & I went out with Danny! Cuz hes super cool. We went to Taco bell & then to Dunkin donuts =).. lol I was craving. I got this really shitty donut that was like as hard as a rock! then Rian came and Picked me up and Danny took Jordan to go see Andrew... aww I love Andrew! & Jordan! I went with Rian to Bushs...where we hung out for a while... & he asked me to be his GIIIIRLFRIEND =) aw how cute.

My sister & I went and saw the movie Meet the Fockers! it was pretty funny. Rian Myke Pete Danny Kelvin & Alicia were there (i think thats all sorry if i forgot anyone) they sat like 3 rows behind us cuz my sister didtn want to sit with my friends *understandable* that was kinda wierd.

MMM Newyears!...Leesh and Melissa came over to my house.. drank a little hehe you know then Went to Bushs. stayed until 6 in the morning, then Leesh came to my house. <3 I love her thats all I have to say Special thanks to MELISSA OUR DD! =) Thankyou for making my night possible!

MM alicia and I also Gamed it up a little bit over break =) you know we gotta get that Skateboarding game..<3

On my LAST night of break I went and Visited my grandpa at the nursing home. Talked to David Magnos grandma a little... that was hard since she doesnt know english --> But i managed to talk to her a little bit =) Then Melissa came to pick me up w/ Kel & Ben. we went to ashleys. Then we went to go get food from MCDONALDS & it took for freaking Evver! Then we went back to ashleys. hmm cool people were there like Danny Pete Logan Andy Kelli Ashley Me Melissa Ben Alicia Bev Jordan <--- mm you know. I played some Dance Dance Revolution. =) which i REALLY suck at and my highest score was like a 14. Hey but I managed to beat some people a few times. Then I got home at like 1130 and watched movies. Mm Called Rians cell cuz I was gonna leave him a voicemail (he was sleeping) but i guess I accidentally woke him up (his phone doenst usually work at his house) & it was like 2 ... Sorry Rian <3 . hehe then He called me back... a little bit CRANKY and we didnt talk long. I went to sleep =).

-Now I am thinking about how I reallyy REALLY dont want to go to school tomorrow!... Damn...

Anyways My break was pretty fun & it SUCKS that its over.

I love Rian Roberson <3 <--- just cuz hes my Boyyyfriend =)

& Alicia Calhoun <--- were def. like Gamers or somethin??? lol

& Kelli Shafley <---Wake up my little sleepy head *WOW thats embarrasing =)

& Trisha Sierra <--- Just because we are BFF!

& Jordan Garland <---Because even though we are arguing I still love her... cuz we are also BFF!

& Melissa Rhoads <---Cuz... well cuz shes Melissa & super cool

& Kayla (aka Palato) Prieto <--- Because Kayla is like... just pay & we love her.

& Everyone else that isnt in here...... <3<3<3 *Myyy Girls* <3<3<3

-K.Bourbonnais...<3//// See you all Bright & early tomorrow morning =).... cept you Leesh!

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:58:52 GMT

......Kellys Home!!

**Yaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy!

>Aw I love My big sister,<

Shes so coool! <3 <3 <3

Love You Forever~

K.Bourbonnais... <3

Blllla

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 02:59:52 GMT

Wow havent typed in a while but this journal entry is going to be... bla...

Okay so everything is just all screwed up latley. Everything was so much easier when I didn't have bitchy girls talking shit and stupid guys messing wtih my life. I try not to care. but It all just builds up on me and I think im goign to explode

This weekend sucked, the only cool part about it is that I got to see Brett and Nick! cuz they are sweet kids! & I def. need to hang out with them more often cuz im getting Sick of the same old midland bullshit!

Um Im pretty much Pissed at a lot of people, but we wont meniton names, Everything is just crashing down on me, school, friends, famillllly 4 sure. Nothing is working out. it makes me just want to get away from everything, not talk to anybody & just be on my own. Like Run away with one person for a week. that would be so exciting. but I dont have a one person to run away with =/ so im just by myself.

i dont even feel like writing in this gay shit ass thing. So im done! and thats that!
I miss my sister!

My Boring Life...

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 17:28:23 GMT

Hm lets see so yesterday after school I went w/ Palato (kayla) to her brothers basketball game. Yea fun. Then we watched the Brotherhood for a little while, also fun. & I saw BRETT! lol that was super cool.

Then I came home & got ready for the game. Alicia came & picked me up & we went together. um I yelled for Rian really loud & probably annoyed the hell out of him but hey you know =) ~hehe.

After the game everyone was goin 2 Bush's but Jordan, Ashley, & I didn't really wanna go so we decided to come back to my house & watch the movie "O". yea it was pretty good since I havent seen it in a while. But its so sad at the end aw =*( yeeea moving on..

So my night was pretty fun last night, you know. Oh Thursday night I went & tried on my jersey and stuff., I'm def. excited about that cuz they are wayy better than our other gay ones I have had for the past 2 years.

Jennifer Jensen. Wow, what a funny girl! lol

Um lets see what else is there to say? - don't know what I'm doin 2day, prolly hangin out w/ the girls, - Ash & Jordan? I dunno, lol we talked about going Sleddddding but um no prolly not. anyways yea so thats pretty much it I will write more later just dont feel like typing right now.

Aw! I miss AC* she needs to come home soon so we can talk! <3

-K.Bourbonnais... <3

AH its almost Christmas! & I'm not even done Christmas Shopping.... shiiiitt